今天我弟终于上小学了。。。看到姐姐放上网的照片都替他觉得高兴。。但却带着少少的失落感。。突然间想把这种感觉给记住。。这算是件遗憾的事吧。。伤心因为不能陪着他看他张大的过程。。我想。。。这阶段过了后因该很难会再有机会看到他哭哭啼啼。那天真的脸孔。。那无知的眼神。。那灿然的笑容。。那最毫无保留，不会掩饰自己的情绪的他。。那真的表情。。还有那个只有小孩回留的光头。。我都会怀念。。只怪自己看得太少。。太少了。。可能这些对多数人来说都不重要。。但我却在意。。好像少了什么似的。。弟弟不会看但姐姐想在这里祝韦达可以开开心心。。好好享受小学生活，好好享受童年。。

When everyone thought this blog is officially dead I decided to post an entry xDD

k, what have i been up to recently, hmmm.. new semester started, and toda is already week 6! omgggg.. another 6 weeks to final but sadly i stil dont know anything.. too many outings ady larrrr.. just counted with cp that we actually eat out more than 30times since we back to UK. 30 weyyy. no kidding, >30. almost everyday has one meal is not at home. so see lar. how busy i am. lol.

what else what else, oh! i am going to watch phantom of the opera this coming weekend xD wooot. neh the one we study when we were in form (2,3,4,5?) forget when is the exact year =x ..

erm anymore anymore? i guess not.. lol..k lar..bye bye xD tc!

东西掉了拾回就好。。回忆忘了找回就好。。感觉没了，面对，放下就好。。。

朋友的部落阁都好像不怎么开心似的。。怎么了？

老师说别外求，那到底要如何才能够不外求。。。。。。。。。

thanks to all my dear frenn =)

人生走到了21年。是刚开始。。是结束了童年。。回不去。。看不见。。路还有很远。。梦还是梦。。该变的没变。。不该变的已面目全飞。。也没有自豪。。21岁并没有代表什么。。只是看着数目随着时间增加。。时间在走我却停留。。有的何止是感叹。。

一个人，一段字，一个深的感触。。朋友就是那样。。就算只是我的自以为事。。就算只是我在那傻笑。。还是觉得很幸福。。原来人可以那么简单。。只要是遇到对的人。。

谢谢朋友们，在这种时候还可以抽时间来安排那些惊喜（真的很多一下xD），那些祝福。。谢谢。。。

祝大家考试顺利。。

祝我，生日快乐。。 ＝）

没有答案。。

又要考试啦。。一个月半的时间，是时候做些准备。读书！！！
最近一直在想些有的没的，真的是浪费时间。。突然觉得有些疲惫，有些浪费。。人为何而 梦为何而活。。忽然又觉得孤单。。。忽然又觉得自己不是属于这地方。。世界这么大却没有容身之处。 没有被了解。。。。。我在埋怨吗？我又在埋怨。。真差劲。。要到什么时候才会满足。。要做什么才会开心。。眼看朋友们只有谈恋爱时才幸福。。也为爱哭的死去活来。。。不懂。。真的是只有爱情才可以让人幸福吗？ 生活就是为了那样吗。。在疑惑。。一直想知道答案但有谁可以告诉我真正的答案是什么？ 我想没人懂吧。。。life has no answers.....就因为这样所以我们都在拼命的找。。找着我们要的。。我们可以的。。。
加油！！！！为自己而努力，为将来而尽力。。

this blog died for quite some time.. yeah i know xDDD but thankyou for the never give up visiting.. haha..actually i really got ntg to update, bout anything. i think plurk ady help me do all the work. anddd.. you guys should know how i been doing recently.. those nvr care one will nvr wanted to know.. so what is the point of blogging! lol..just crapping..

yah, i am having my easter break now and its almost the end... ahhhh i should do my works now at least a start wil do good T.T but u know, sometime it is really hard to get start!! no other excuses but lazy.. i know u ady expected.. haha.. I really do feel the stress is coming. believe it or not.it does. lol.

hmm what else? guess got ntg much ady. assignment due soon, exam coming. wish me luck ppl and i wish u guys good luck too.. =)..

the 100s Sorry..

See what i found in the middle of the night!! 100 sorry that sent from Wai! hahahaha.. thanks to cp who reminds me that i have this in friendster!! I dont really remember why he send me this but is worth to be marked down!!!damn be ta han when i saw this pic again. stil remember jing actually ask for 1000 sorry after this.. hahahaha...

missya guy...
night